Self delusion is my optimism

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Was browsing through some forum yesterday and i stumbled upon an interesting question asked by some ignorant moron,alright fine i've asked that question once too.So here it goes,

why nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai???
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and after a few moronic answers later..
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good men : either gay or married

bad men : always available


I guess that two liner says it all!Unless there's a better answer of course,which i welcome you to enlighten me with.



Tuesday, May 29, 2007



Turned on the tv tonight,and remembered the drama i watched religiously every night has just ended yesterday.And i realised i do miss it alot,especially the emo song that plays every single time there was a sad moment.It's corny and all,but it's still nice!

Monday, May 28, 2007

The long awaited and overdue holidays are finally knocking on the door,as eager as i am to welcome it,there's a part of me that resists.For all the holidays i've had in my life,this is probably the worst.With terms and conditions handcuffed to it,and bogged down by the weight of common tests right after the holidays,it's gonna be a miracle to enjoy this short one month which will no doubt fly by.

The first day of my holiday,which is today,is pretty much crap.I'm parked right here,with my eyes glued and mouth wide open gaping at the immense work assignments and deadlines.This is probably the first time in my whole pathetic life that i'm actually planning.Can't see how this can be avoided with less than a month before a huge test that threatens to short-circuit my overloaded brain.But then as usual,i digress from official business,having just finished watching a Southpark episode which serves its purpose and cracks me up like always.
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On top of worrying about school stuff i'm constantly worrying about keeping in shape.I swear i must be half anorexic for i always seem fat to myself.(Alright perhaps i am,being 63kg the last time i weighed myself) I'm struggling to find time to burn calories and churn out muscles from fats but then most of my friends prefer to remain unavailable when i call.

Much as i would like to keep up and finish a longer post,my brain juices are currently dry and are no longer able to sustain a decent post.Meanwhile i'm off to finish another episode of Southpark!

Monday, May 21, 2007



Introducing Southpark's parody of 300!



Some funny shit if you have time to kill.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Math test was horrible,and what's better than a picture to illustrate how bad it was for some people.Afterall a picture speaks a thousand words. =)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007



Nokia N93's Advertisement!Only it's Hip,it's Hokkien!

Monday, May 14, 2007

The sun hid behind the covers,and the air was cool and crisp.After stretching out i began undertaking my arduous journey,and its destination was the exact same spot i stood on.The first round was conquered with ease,but subsequent ones began to take their toll on my fatigued body.As i continued to run,it seemed that somehow i was in my own world.Gone was the consciousness of everything around me,and the sounds i heard were the rhythmic beats that seemed to urge me on.And the intensity of panting,grew with each breath.

The thing about running,is that with each step you take,the will to go on grows thinner.And the battle of physical elements soon metamorphs into a battle that rages within,a battle of the mind and body.And the greatest feeling is when you overcome it and achieve what you set out to do.

Staring idly into space,i finally found time to be alone and to dwell deep into thought.A luxury i haven't enjoyed since a long time.Life's been moving at a lightning quick pace and there were just hardly any chances to slow down and relax.And i realised that in life,no matter how hectic our schedules are,perhaps we should slow down and take a break.Stop to enjoy a nice view,slow down to enjoy a gentle breeze and of course to leave time for deep thinking.Things change,people change,and it's good to re-evaluate ourselves every now and then and set our life's compass back to showing north again.

Life is short,and so are the many beautiful moments of our lives.More often than not we hold grudges that all of these are bound to the sands of time,but it is precisely because of this,that they are even more beautiful.Time is the personification of beauty,if only we learnt to see.And i'm pretty glad i dragged myself for the run,somehow the simple task has managed to invigorate the soul and for now,everything just seems a picturesque of perfection.For now..

`For all the moments that you wished would last forever,don't.
The fact that time takes it all away,makes it all the more precious.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Recently,i joined this "coalition" or "resistance group" and this was pretty much inexorable as the urge to sleep in is like an impetus.Our group is based in the heartland of Tampines,otherwise called Tampines Interchange.And almost everyone of us,is armed with a watch,and along with a strong faith,we stand and wait.

And every now and then we'd glance anxiously at our watches waiting for the savior to arrive.When it does arrive,we board it and the process repeats.Just that this time we await for our destination,a place surrounded by fences and a security guard at the entrance.The wait finally ends with a brisk walk to the gates and with some luck the way isn't shut by the gatekeeper.And then this cycle repeats everyday,which could explain why i'm now an advocate of strong faith currently.

And just yesterday,i kinda realised that breaking rules is kinda fun and thrilling in a way.Apparently the gates were sort of closed cause it just wasn't time for us to be released.But the group of us reached a consensus about that in two words."Screw it!"And so we began our close imitation of prison break,only we're smarter.We didn't need months,or any tattooing of the school's blueprints.And we did what any right thinking student wouldn't do,that is attempting to walk past the guard and hope he won't notice us.Equipped with our backpacks,and feeling like nothing could stop us,we approached the gates and prayed for a miracle.Well,god must have liked one of us,cause a car drove in and that was enough diversion for us to sneak out.But not without him shouting "OEI YOU!OEI!" at us.The thrill of getting into trouble is addictive,and flouting rules gets the adrenaline pumped.

Alright,i've tried my best at squeezing out an entry and i've done it.Spiderman3 again tomorrow with mates,can't wait!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007





Ever wondered how MSN messenger came about?Well today during econs lecture,gang and i found out.

Sunday, May 06, 2007


Caught Spiderman 3 yesterday and i have to say it can't get any cooler.For all those people who said it sucked,well this IS the BEST of the three already,and if you loved the previous 2 you're gonna love this.There's more plot more action and more emotions,all of you guys have to catch it!

Weekends as expected,are over as quickly as it came and i'm just dreading waking up early tomorrow.Back to the torturous regime of work,all in the name of "its for my own good".Right now it's just the wait for the rainbow after the rain..

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

"=)"

"New word of the day is frolicking"

"L.O.V.E spells it out"

"Tried learning a song from shauna shifu"

"That's hilmi doing his superman pose"

"The busker and his kid"

"slacking..."

"oink"


Service learning is finally over after a month's worth of Sundays.Well waking up early on a Sunday and opening a booth at Chinatown square is definitely NOT fun.But sitting around with friends is!Chatting,gossiping,cam-whoring and learning a song sure is!